Being a grown up sucks.

Sometimes you need to take a step back from everything...
And evaluate.

Are you really cured? Or have u been fed a placebo?
Are you making that choice because it's the mature decision to make? Or because it's the easy one?
Are you really thankful to Him come whatever? Or because you thought you are getting what you want?
Have you really learned? Or are you making the same mistakes but in a different way?
And at the end of the day, after everything is over and done with and you are left with just yourself, do you actually like what you are left with?

And what if you don't know the answer to any of the questions. And you realised that just as you thought you have finally gotten everything figured out, you get handed down a different piece of the puzzle.

Like I said, being a grown up sucks.