Kerna kita semua berbeza

Kita semua benar berbeza.
Memang mudah; rasa menyampah,
pada apa yang tak sama,
dengan yang kita sudah biasa.

Tapi mungkin kita perlu terima,
butakan saja mata,
pada perbezaan,
tapi lihat pada kebaikan; yang ada pada setiap insan.

Kadang kita perlu cuba,
melihat dari kaca mata,
dia yang sedang kita nilai,
nanti kita lebih memahami; dari membenci.

Ini juga peringatan,
untuk tuan empunya badan,
yang menulis satu lakaran,
isu biasa dalam kehidupan.

Lebih banyak drama,
lebih banyak warna,
lebih banyak pengajarannya.
Kerna kita semua berbeza.

Woe be to me

Woe be to them who do not know what they want.

Woe be to me.

Knowing and Accepting

Knowing and accepting that a person was a bad match for you does not mean a small part of your heart can now stop loving that person.

Knowing and accepting that a small part of your heart can never stop loving a person does not mean that you would ever want to get back together with that person.

Knowing and accepting that you never ever want to get back together with a person does not mean you are not afraid and fearful to consider opening up your heart for another person.

Knowing and accepting that you are afraid and fearful to consider opening up your heart for another person does not mean you are not hoping that someday you will.

It's all about Knowing and Accepting.

Ain't It Funny

It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me
It's so ironic you're what I had pictured you to be
But there are facts in our lives we can never change
Just tell me that you understand and feel the same

This perfect romance that I've created in my mind
I'd live a thousand lives each one with you right by my side
But yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance
And so it seems like we'll never have the chance

Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real

Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't wanna face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart

Sometimes I think that a true love can never be
I just believe that somehow it wasn't meant for me
Life can be cruel in a way that I can't explain
And I don't think that I could face it all again

I barely know you but somehow I know what you're about
A deeper love I've found in you and I no longer doubt
You've touched my heart and it altered every plan I've made
And now I feel that I don't have to be afraid

Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real

Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't wanna face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart

I locked away my heart
But you just set it free
Emotions I felt held me back from what my life should be
I pushed you far away
And yet you stayed with me
I guess this means that you and me were meant to be



JLo, 'Ain't It Funny'

The Past, The Present, The Future

Each can be confusing in its own way. Utterly confusing.

The Past will come back to haunt you, when you least expect it, catching you by surprise, pushing you into a tailspin of emotion that can leave you feeling hollow inside, an emotional wreck.

The Present can seem to be so dismal, sometimes grey, sometime a myriad of colours but always predominantly grey, where you can lose yourself in the mundane, the habitual, the boring, the incessant repetition bordering on hellish.

The Future can be the worst beast of all, with its thousands of uncertainties, making you calculate every action and every move, afraid that the consequences in the future might destroy what you've worked for all your life, but in effect paralysing you with FEAR, fear of the unknown.

But the nastiest is when in a single moment, you reel with CONFUSION as if walking in a dream, when they all come crashing together, The Past, The Present, The Future.

It Feels Like The End Of A Love Affair

And yes, I of all people should know how that feels like. When you feel a kind of loss that is so acute that you just feel numb for some time, until one day the tears would come unexpectedly in floods. When you feel a kind of emptiness that is paradoxically so vast that all the matter in the world would not be able to fill up the empty space in your heart.

After a year of living on a high, it feels like I have now crashed and burned.

Definitely, It Feels Like The End Of A Love Affair.

Terkenang Jua

Kau bersinar dalam hati ini
Kan terbawa manapun ku berdiri

*Ziana Zain, Terkenang Jua*

Terima Kasih Ya Allah

Ya Allah,

Aku tidak layak untuk apa-apa
Siapa aku untuk meminta-minta
Aku ini penuh dengan dosa
Hati ini penuh dengan curiga

Namun kasih sayang Mu tidak bertepi
Kau bantu aku bila aku merintih
Kau beri aku ketawa selepas aku menangis
Doaku Kau jawab tidak Kau tepis

Terima kasih atas nikmat mu yang tak terhingga
Terima kasih kerana beriku keluarga yang bahagia
Terima kasih kerana menjaga mereka yang ku cinta
Terima kasih kerana di sisiku Kau sentiasa Ada

Terima Kasih Ya Allah

-ALIZA-

DEMI MASA..

A friend (who, like me, is also feeling nostalgic in contemplation of leaving the U.K very soon) asked this question "where exactly was I this time last year?"

I know where I was this time last year: Broken, and a long way from happy. Fast forward one year: I'm a happy bunny :D Alhamdulillah!

Sesungguhnya, DEMI MASA..

Alhamdulillah

For unexpected glad tidings...Alhamdulillah!